Friday, August 28, 2009
HEY GUYS I MOVED MY BLOG TO ANOTHER HOST..ITS MORE EFFICIENT AND CONVENIENT TO USE IT!! POSTS WILL BE CONTINUED ON THE NEW BLOG http://yinyou.tumblr.com/
--Yin You at 1:47 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009

something nigel sent me yesterday lol..
Hey guys..i received quite a number of response from bands wanting me to session for them..maybe its quite a good experience for me to try out hmm...recently i agreed to 1 jazz gig at orchard...if im not wrong its a hotel and the songs ill be playing would be 1) dream a little dream : by Mamas and papas 2) smooth operator: by Sade 3) Fly me to the moon: by Hiro 4) a view to a kill: by Skye...and also auditioning on fri at town area with some guy for his band..i think i just play for fun with him ba.. maye i wont join his band..cause i think my schedule for work would be tight during holiday..i feel more homely with outofrange..my comfort zone! today im gonna mug at sch with my classmates for biomedical physics cause i really know nothing about it and this is critical.. after mugging i will be going to work finally! cause i have not been working since last week till now! today im gonna do my very best at work too cause i feel bad for causing trouble to management by changing my timetable last minute and thanks BH for taking my shifts! sorry bro!! im happy for baby cause yest she got praised by 1 of our work manager :D..i hope she gets promoted!! :D good job baby!! im proud of having her..she's such a diligent and nice girl...who always captures my heart with her love!
i miss my baby badly...and i dont think i will get to see her till next week after my exams...:'(
--Yin You at 8:47 AM
Monday, August 17, 2009
today's another boring lifeless day of mine and its gonna continue for the rest of my life i suppose..?
woke up at 8am..studied my food & hygiene..however alot of things were running through my mind while i was studying..i couldnt focus my fucking mind! stuffs i need to worry about made my mind a mess..i don't know if im making a correct choice by finding a new band through SOFT...somehow im having second thoughts cause im not using to playing with total strangers...tried asking fifi whether he wanted to form a new band but that have to wait till his replug concert is finished cause they r busy with preparations...im running out of patience with myself too...FUCK U YY u pathetic useless fucker..
Trying my best to get through life..cause life is never fair or perfect...all i can do is sigh...why do i have such a boring family..? they dont talk...they dont go out together as a family...and i get nagged every single day...sometimes i wish i was just gone...fuck care everything and be somewhere else rather than home...this is why im always not at home..cause i hate to be home...i hope this holiday i will have lots of outing or events...coz i cant stand staying at home..or maybe keep on jamming everyday...
i need a big hug or kisses everyday cause i love it..it makes me feel home and puts my mind at peace from troubles & worries all the time..works like a drug to me..the only 1 who can fufill that is baby :) cause she always melts my damned heart which is desperate for love...am i prepared..?
--Yin You at 9:32 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
sometimes i feel useless..
somewhat like an asshole..
or a unfilial child who never get things right...
a person who can't get in control of what he wants...
sorry guys just 1 of my lifeless & restless days im having..not being emo nor looking for sympathy or whining..but sometimes i hate my life.. cause shit always happens to me..
i have so much to worry for...
i needa worry for band, money , studies , bass which i think im in the middle of nowhere and i suck..
everybody looks at me as a happy go lucky boy all the time..im not all 100% smiley even though i smile all the time...deep down i feel like shit at times..but i just need to put on a smiley face because i am scared of offending pple..when im angry or worrying people when im feeling shitty.. this few days i have been staring into space with a blank mind for no shit reason..think im turning retarded..
for those who think aiya your parents can support u with money bla bla..ure fucking wrong..and i dont want elaborate anything about it..i just need money..gotta pay my expenses by myself soon..
i hate myself for being a fucking weakling for bringing in sickness to myself...
i really need to buck up on my bass and really make it out there just by playing what i like..
im always on the verge of academic crisis...im a stupid fuck..
i dont wanna be a burden to any1 else..i love to help ppl even when i am fucked up myself..
i may be 1 of the most stupid guy u ever seen on earth..i love to waste money on food instead of something constructive..
i live a life of a useless bum...and i hate & despise myself too... :)
to those who saw this post too..i dont mind u despising me too ..:) the only time where i will be proud of myself would be the time where i fufilled most of my wishes..to those who really care for me alot..thanks...especially baby..im sure i have given her alot of troubles & worries..even when shes busy and stressed out..im an ignorant fucker & i feel shitty for that too...FUCK ME.. i really wanna thank her for always standing by my side all these times..and i love love her alot and love my close frens who have been there for me..to guide me and stuffs..im not that of a good guy after all..so dont go saying im a nice guy or whatever... haha cant believe i dropped tears while i was blogging this out...
im a person who needs love from people alot..how pathetic is that..? haha...
--Yin You at 6:16 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
HAPPY 11TH MONTH BABY!!!! =D
thank you for all the love & care u showered for me!! hehe! though this month celebration wont be a good 1 but next month i promise to make a big bang outta it HAHA!! my love for u has never died down since the start of our love story...
aiya karamba~ :D

My Bass Grade 2 Book!!! got it today from greg! :D
Today i had my Biomedical Electronic Labtest which i expect to fail it cause i know nuts about it haha!! i think i will depend on my project to pass this subject..:/ After test i went to greg's house for bass lesson as well as to receive my very first bass grade book in my entire life!!! WOO~~ although its only grade 2 la..imagine grade 8...wahh..SHIOK! completed a song be4 leaving his house because i enrolled for bass exam this december which freaking cost 195 bucks and i have to pay that myself cause my mom aint gonna support me in this lol...after that i had jamming with the band as well as to see my baby! very long never see her liao..miss her hehe!! had a good jamming sessions..our songs are getting more organised as i corrected their speed and add a few things here and there to some of our cover songs..ALSO we had a good start on our originals!! GUTS!! a song with some sick heavy riffs HAHA!! hope this first original we come out will be 1 of our best creations!! jia you outofrange!!
--Yin You at 12:49 AM
Sunday, August 9, 2009

privilege sia LOL...
GODLY HOLY BUCKET OF ICE CREAM!! guess whos that person behind the bucket..? LOL

HEY guys! :D Been a week since i updated!! 2 days ago i went to RP after sch at 11am to watch baby perform at south agora hall for her sch NDP roadshow..the performances were very entertaining and nice :D baby sang well for her rendition of Home with her 2 guitarist haha! Today me & baby had POS training at cotton on be4 heading on to my dental..but i cancelled the appointment cause it was kinda too rushing for me cause we have to rush to baby's performance at singout'09 after my dental..instead of going to dental. Me BABY, BORIS , BH slacked at iluma opposite bugis junction to have the holy bucket of ice cream at benten cafe! LOL i tell u the bucket from the pic the size show okok only but when u see it real life..u go WAH! $38.80 for each bucket of sin LOL.. shit sia this few days we keep spamming food haha yest i just had sakae buffet with baby only then today come ice cream buffet lol!! after the feasting we went up to the arcade to play games LOL!! i tried the hopping game with baby...i lost LOL hop until thighs go tofu sia madness..then we 4 played the harley davidson motorbike game...ahaah dam funny see 4 of us playing motorbike..dam cheesy lol..! after the arcade me and baby headed on to DBS building Auditorium for her performance..her rendition for duffy was good :D however the song arrangement abit wasted...coz the mmo sound too dead..live performance would have been alot better :D
ai ai ni ah :D
--Yin You at 12:03 AM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
baby eating the enormous delicious sinful mudpie!
Somebodeh house...LOL
MUST WATCH THIS HILARIOUS MOVIE!!!HEY GUYS! been a week since i blogged..didnt realised that till baby told me today hahah! must be too busy this week... yest jamming we had a band discussion come band tutoring session LOL! baby brought mal , fifi , warren , ben to our jamming session haha! woo we had fun through free jamming and learnt new stuffs from them especially warren he taught me the percussive technique for his guitar so that i can apply to my bass too..not easy man...but i swear i gonna fcking master it hahah! after they left... our band except jeremy cause he had something cropped up at home all sat quietly to watch out zouk performance video to pin point problems & mistakes we had during our performance.. an epic shooting session somemore haha! ban heng got the video me and boris quarrelling with each other over demerit points cause who ever did something wrong earns a demerit point haha!! u can see how bonded our band is behind the scenes LOL!! and the top 3 winners of demerit points is...ME , BORIS , JEREMY woohoO! after jamming i went to baby house to sleep to accompany her to marina square cause she was the judge for audition for zhi yang upcoming charity concert..maybe we will get a chance to play uh HAHA..!
today i had a rough morning..i woke up at 11am plus... was walking to her room had a blackout and fell down while i was walking..somehow i felt i fainted lei but i dunno coz the moment i woke up i forgotten what happened..i only remembered i was sleeping beside baby only...then to find my self waking up right beside the chair at her room..dont worry baby its just a small thing hehe! then 2pm we headed to her judging event..those ppl who auditioned..most of them really irritate my ears..cause they had tempo problem...pitching problem..alot alot etc etc except for a few that were not bad..interestingly the audition also had a guitarist auditioning lol..he really need more practising be4 going audition no offence..after that we spent the rest of our time around marina square! baby and i still cannot get over the fact that the woman caught a domo at the catching machine while we were withdrawing money!!! shiat lucky woman!! haha! then we hunted for restaurants to satisfy our hungry hungry stomach!! we found a restaurant called..Changing Appetites..ordered set meal..quite worth it sia..the meal really made me full plus the freaking mudpie..! the bomb man! its freaking huge for a mudpie in singapore LOL first time i ate mudpie that big!! then beside us was a fat woman lying down on the restaurant sofa like her bed like that..almost everyone in the restaurant was looking at her and baby wanted to take foto using her hp but failed so i helped her with my handy dandy camera with them noticing LOL!!! gonna show u pic soon when baby sent me the rest of her pics!! :D after dinner we went to catch a movie called "The Hangover" its a freaking hilarious movie with lots of coarse language guys! HAHA also a must watch!! got 1 fat guy who can act as good as black jack LOL!! after movie we went home cause we got meeting at cotton at 9am..early sia...then i have to work at 6.30pm..donno what to do in between the time lol..
--Yin You at 12:24 AM