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->20dec1990<-
->!OutOfRange! Bassist<-
->Temasek Poly (BMIE)<-
Favorites:
-Slacking with frens
-Playing Bass
-Loves his Donut KHIM :)
-Jamming
-Learning indepths of music
-Eating potato chips!
 Wishlists:
- Fender's Jazz bass
-6 packs!
-New clothes
-Godin's Semi-Acoustic 4 string bass
-Iphone

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Sunday, August 16, 2009
sometimes i feel useless..
somewhat like an asshole..
or a unfilial child who never get things right...
a person who can't get in control of what he wants...
sorry guys just 1 of my lifeless & restless days im having..not being emo nor looking for sympathy or whining..but sometimes i hate my life.. cause shit always happens to me..
i have so much to worry for...
i needa worry for band, money , studies , bass which i think im in the middle of nowhere and i suck..
everybody looks at me as a happy go lucky boy all the time..im not all 100% smiley even though i smile all the time...deep down i feel like shit at times..but i just need to put on a smiley face because i am scared of offending pple..when im angry or worrying people when im feeling shitty.. this few days i have been staring into space with a blank mind for no shit reason..think im turning retarded..
for those who think aiya your parents can support u with money bla bla..ure fucking wrong..and i dont want elaborate anything about it..i just need money..gotta pay my expenses by myself soon..
i hate myself for being a fucking weakling for bringing in sickness to myself...
i really need to buck up on my bass and really make it out there just by playing what i like..
im always on the verge of academic crisis...im a stupid fuck..
i dont wanna be a burden to any1 else..i love to help ppl even when i am fucked up myself..
i may be 1 of the most stupid guy u ever seen on earth..i love to waste money on food instead of something constructive..
i live a life of a useless bum...and i hate & despise myself too... :)
to those who saw this post too..i dont mind u despising me too ..:) the only time where i will be proud of myself would be the time where i fufilled most of my wishes..
to those who really care for me alot..thanks...especially baby..im sure i have given her alot of troubles & worries..even when shes busy and stressed out..im an ignorant fucker & i feel shitty for that too...FUCK ME.. i really wanna thank her for always standing by my side all these times..and i love love her alot and love my close frens who have been there for me..to guide me and stuffs..im not that of a good guy after all..so dont go saying im a nice guy or whatever... haha cant believe i dropped tears while i was blogging this out...


im a person who needs love from people alot..how pathetic is that..? haha...

--Yin You at 6:16 PM